Hope you’ll think of me when u fuck her tonight
And I’m here feeling sorry for myself, that I’ve lost two great guys in one year, but I’m the only one to blame. They loved me to death, were willing to do anything for me and I just ran away. I was having doubts, wanting to be single Again and I was scared to death. But why am I finding myself a victim of this all, I deserve this. I’ve done this to myself, I hurt my loved ones to hell and they didn’t deserve it at all. Feel sorry, but not for yourself
And I just didn’t have a choice, I had to do this. I had to break up with you. I just can’t be with you if I’m not a 100% sure. But now I’m just freaking out, thinking of you with someone else. It’s been you all along, it’s been that smile all along. And I just can’t imagine you being with anyone else. What if this was all just a mistake? What if I want you back in two months, and you’ll be over me because your so mad. I don’t know what to do.. Because I can’t be with you cause then ill hurt you, but I’m so scared that you’ll forget me. Just please, don’t forget me. Don’t forget us, don’t forget everything we shared. I love you, I could be falling in love with you.
There’s just too much that time cannot erase..
Nothing will ever hurt as bad as hearing someone say ‘I just don’t care anymore’